October Girl

Boxed in Locked out My heart is racing I hear a shout My brain in doubt As I stand out Of this crowd All around Because I am meant to ...

To tell every one the truth I hate put downs. They shift their weight on you, you feel like some thing more powerful than you is pulling you down. Some ...

turn me inside out I'v been there a life that no one wants I can't wait till this feeling goes away the pain and stress don't call me crazy you ...

Sorry this is a rough draft!!!! Love and trust Is a wounderful experience Faith Emotional rollarcoaster

I don't get it, why get it? Why me? Why you? Are you sure about you and I? Are we allowed to be togehter? Are we allowed to roam free? ...

I have to block out thoughts of you. Because all it brings is depression. I walk in the damp sand. Watching the tide come in. My footprint is imprinted into ...

I can't help but feel weak and tired. Stressed and dull. Tired, not physically, but emotionally. The feelings come but do not go. I feel dull, and numb. I don't ...

Do you see the things you do to me? Do you see that things are happening? Do you see the one thing that is true? The things I do for ...

You were the guy who was meant to be mine. The only one, who I couldn't find. Even in my own mind. I'm just a friend, and she's just the ...

My window is wide open. The truth hides behind my door. Those voices are in the shadows. Ideas search through my closet. My emotions are under the bed. My soul ...

She was a diffrent girl. She made all the wrong choices. The rules never applied to her. She said she was too cool. The blue new girl. She was unfaithful ...

You knew I needed it too. A break from me and you. We're faling apart. I gave you my heart. I need a paper clip, for our relationship. There's no ...

Her eyes red. The truth lead to tears. From everything she heard. She begged please, as she wiped her eyes with her sleeve. The way she feels inside. Something no ...

You know what I'm saying. It's not so complicated. You use to love it and dear I still hate it. You are so jaded. Our love is fading. I wish ...

If I laugh myself to sleep, you'd ask if I was alright. If I wake up, I'm already in a fight. Something is wrong, somethings are gone. Something is lost. ...

I'm the girl in dark blue jeans. I'm the girl you can't see. I'm the girl you wish you could meet. If I knew you any better, we'd be lost ...

The only one was me, the only one you refused to see. No matter what they said I was the only one. I'm the only one who doesn't breathe. I'm ...

My eyes are not closed, but they don't feel open. My surroundings are unknown. The words I have spoken, in pieces. They are broken. The air is the room is ...

If it happend tonight, would you go? Would you start a fight? Your body feels broken apart, a stolen soul, a hole in your heart. If your head is in ...

I thought about this before I went to sleep but was too sick.... and sleepy I didn't get it on paper. Just remember I was drowsy and thinking of very ...

You didn't get help, as I laid on the floor bleeding out. We were both in pain, but I was the only one bleeding. I bled, you cried. You watched ...

You sit alone outside. A lit cigarette to your mouth. Taking your life away slowly. You know your killing yourself, and yet you just don't care. Your life is not ...

I cut and bleed, I cry but that's just me. I'm not happy of who I am or what I could do; but no, I don't wish I was you. ...

I wrote this while I was playing my electric guitar. I hope this doesn't sound... stupid *probably does* ________________________________ I should listened to you, in my heart somewhere I knew ...

"I love you." So you say. "I love you." You say it everyday. "I love you." Do you even mean it in every way? "I love you." You even say ...

My heart was meant for you, I asked for you to break it in two. So you could have a piece and so could I. I'll love you until the ...

Blood ripples; and pain pumps. Your veins all around, and your heart thumps. You don't feel, you cut yourself off. From emotion, from pain but mostly from me. You don't ...

If she ran. she ran from you. If she was broken apart; she wasn't broken from the start. You took a knife and shoved it into her heart. You expected ...

This is about my brother and he's now in the Marines... so yeah. --------- He was a boy who was your son. Now he's a solider with a gun. He ...

He's the one I can't live without. He's the one whose always around, he's the one speaking now he's the one I can only dream about. Trust was a must ...

I can't. Two words that downed my world. The words you refuse to hear. I can't. Is what brings me these tears. I can't. Is what fills me with this ...

I can be as broken as you make me feel, just pretend I'm not real. I'll sit right next to you and hold your hand I'll be there if you ...

Every rain drop that falls from this broken sky, and if the pain comes our life is just a lie. We can just sit here and pretend like our love ...

You love to hurt people, it's what you do. It brings you so much pleasure, you hit me to relive your pressure. You kiss me so violently, you bruise my ...

It can't be me, I didn't notice this. All I wanted was a little bit of love; my second, third, fourth kiss. He used me, to show off to his ...

I wear a black glittering mask; made of glass. I hide and you seek; you're out to hurt me. The mask keeps people out, and it keeps me hidden. I ...

So I fell in love... And there's no one to catch me. So I listen for a sound... And it's empty. And I fall to the ground... If you're gonna ...

You said that life goes on... But what about you? I can't go on if you don't. You can't make me... Force me to sleep, force me to wake. Tell ...

We can be anywhere just you and me. We can go anywhere just wait and see. This is the way it's got to be, I'll wait for you...if you wait ...

All my pain is self choosen. My life is just a game. Take a good look at my wrists, at all of my veins. All the scars they spell out ...